Memories come and go, like a soft ripple from a sweet north wind on a lake far away, I find myself basking so freely inside of them. In remembrance of all that has ever transpired in my life, I welcome all recollections to meet me where I can look at them, fully and completely, with the reverence they so desperately deserve. I study them, honor them, and place them back inside the filing cabinets in my mind, where they are stored neatly, until I want to peruse them once again. It’s taken many months, lots of heart-breaking work, gallons of salty tears, and nights that I thought would never end, but I’ve finally reached the point where my fragile heart is strong with experience, and my wild heart has the capability to be tame, when it needs to be. Always I will be stubborn, but sweet. I will long forever for normalcy, spiced with passion. Destroying my life though is no longer on the menu. Men who couldn’t hold a candle to the tremendously intelligent, classy, and stylish woman I am cannot hold my heart in a cage; they can’t even enter the royal realm that is my world. Fulfillment from the ones that love my heart has been so welcome, so liberating, and so incredibly life-changing.
“I’d like to say, that you’re my only fear. And when I dream, it slowly disappears. And when I wake, I’m right here by your side to feel your heart, beat in and out of time.”
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